Grandpa's health is bad...

Feeling terrible these few days..

Grandpa got discharged from hospital on 9 Mar, but due to constipation, warded again on 12 Mar. Everyone was depressed.. could not concentrate on my work, so brought it back home to do.. was very sad and started crying.. He is suffering, I can say.. He knew that his health was bad, but he could do nothing.. When my grandma returned, she was pouring, pitied my grandpa and scared of losing him. My head was so pain that I could not sleep..

Took urgent leave as I really can't work.. Visit my grandpa and got bad news.. From the stomach doctor and nurse, they told us that the patch in my grandpa's lung is a cancer.. 4th stage.. Just can't accept it and started crying again.. The spine has a lump there too.. that is why it is affecting his movement. He will need to go for laser treatment to kill the lump on his spine, if not he will get paralyzed soon.

As for the lungs.. no direction now as all the reports are not out yet.. Will need to wait till 19 Mar for the big Doc to advise us on his conditions. (stupid.. gt to wait so long..)

The worse has yet to come and I really need to control my feelings and continue the hard path with my grandma..

Grandpa got discharged today.. reason being, he needs to wait for his 19 Mar appointment. The stupid doc and nurse told us that he needs to be discharged to close his case there so that his appointment date with the big Doc (not sure which department or specialist is this) will not be postponed. If he continues to stay in there, they will postpone his 19 Mar appt as they say that his case in this department is not closed to move to another department. What Nonsense is this?

SGH is SGH, they are posing their internal documentation and tranfer issues to patient. If patient is just too weak to be discharged, they will need to let him stay till 19 Mar and move him to the other department. What Nonsense! Terrible and unacceptable!

Woke up today, had a fever and my head was heavy. Could not get to work.. feeling weak..
When I go to the doc, I don't even want to tell him more.. he could see that I'm tired and restless.. so he continue his checking and found my throat swollen and a bit of flu.. (clever.. I didn't even tell him i got flu) Fever subside.

Hope will be fine to start my life again tomorrow.. Jia You!